What can I do to keep you with me? What have I done to make you push me away? From brilliant days full of glee, to wonderful nights with just you an me. I ponder over the thought of losing you. Yet again losing someone I've grown so close to. A heart and mind so alive that I'm able to thrive from them.
Every time I think of our constant fading my soul slowly dims from the brightness that it once was. Thinking of what was and what was said. I think of seeing your joyous expression played upon words. Without ever meeting in person it seemed like we created such a strong connection.
Everything between us was genuine. It was fresh. It was just what we needed to help keep each other up. I heard that tone on my phone and hoped it was you. There was nothing else I'd rather do than to talk with you.
I think of the life we could have if I could be there with you, and it tears me apart. It kills me to know that I've lost so much to distance. That I feel like I'm losing you due to distance. That I'm miserable because of distance. That I can surly live without distance.
I wish I could breakdown is frustration and shed tears that continue to flee from my eyes. I despise this distance. I despise the fact that I could be losing someone very special. Or maybe I've already lost you sometime ago. According to what I don't know it could have already happened.
I've lost so many hearts due to distance. So many has completely abandoned me due to distance. So many choose to forget me due to distance and unknown circumstance.
It would be nice keep someone in my life for a change. Am I really not enough?